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yeah, i would agree with both in that there is no way to show it with a particular action or with words, and that in normal circumstances i would not have agreed to it. but i think i understand why she said this, even if it came out in a slightly offensive way. i think the hardest thing about loving...

thanks for the comments. i would agree that her past experiences are holding her back somewhat, and she does need time to figure these things out. but i think that i need to be there with her, to support her, because from the way she talks she has never met a man who truly respects her as a person, ...

tonight isnt torture. i'm at her place right now. she had met a friend tonight, and they had been chatting. at this time, i dropped off my letter to her, then ran away. she didnt reply for hrs. but while i was at my lowest ebb, with a promise not to drink and unable to sleep, my phone rang, and my c...

thanks for the suggestions, all. i wrote the letter, 8 A5 sides long, detailing the mistakes i made, why i made them, and how i honestly tried to strengthen our relationship by identifying a problem and trying to deal with it, albeit very wrongly. i only ever did the things i did because i didnt wan...

sorry i havnt explained her situation as well as mine in the past, but there are things missing from her situation that i have not mentioned. and seeing as how it is very appropriate now, i will explain. with regards to relations with family members, she has difficulty seeing as they all live so far...

thanks for the responses all, but i must confess that i didnt tell the whole story. despite all the things i have said about her, all the ways i feel she has wronged me, she has also made enormous personal sacrifices to be with me. everyone who i have told has said they think she is manipulating me ...

at this moment in time, she is deciding whether to break up with me or not, and i am dying inside waiting. the reason: the letter i wrote her. the night i wrote it she had called me, i had asked to meet her and she had said yes. but crucially, she hesitated, so i thought i was not immediately wanted...

i would agree, i am finding it hard to accept that the immensely strong feelings i have for her may be shared. i am afraid to say that i think it is something that one needs to learn, because i think there will always be reservations of loving someone if you do not let yourself be loved. i am trying...

she thought we were breaking up the other day. she had met another anonymous friend the previous night, she had failed to tell me about it until i called her, and once again drinking was involved. i had tried to deal with it by going out with friends and getting hammered (sorry, but that's my method...

movie cliche no. 24,345...the ex-boyfriend calls out of the blue. it's funny how these difficult situations bring out the best in me. she called me late at night, just to have a chat. i was sleeping at the time, so my tone was a little less than bright. so, when i gently revealed that she had woken ...

2 points: firstly, sorry for not detailing this correctly first time round, but i failed to mention that the guy who gave her the massage is a friend of hers, of how long i am not sure but it is not the same person as the one who lives nearby who she just met. that said, it doesnt make it any easier...

hmm...yeah, i think perhaps i overreacted at the time due to the intense feelings of guilt. i still feel bad but i think i still had enough self control not to actually act on any of those thoughts. but, despite this, i still cannot shake the jealous feelings i have whenever she mentions something i...

thanks very much for the kind words of support, everyone, but now for a different mood entirely. a funny thing happened. for a couple of hrs just now, i experienced the worst feelings of confusion and anger i have felt since knowing her. and then it transpires that it was all a misunderstanding. i c...

i spose there's 2 ways of looking at it...the realistic way (dj qualls) or the Hollywood version (jake gyllenhaal, even i love that guy...). but for either, scarlett would fit perfectly, my 'charlotte' i'm pleased to say is equal parts beautiful, smart and soulful. so, good choices everyone, you'll ...

with limited knowledge and experience i would agree, so far our relationship is certainly proving to be one of two individuals trying to find middle ground while still retaining our own sensibilities. we've had a couple of minor misunderstandings, for one concerning the time we are spending together...

a couple of days ago i went to meet her and some of her friends. we got drinking, and soon enough we were all completely hammered. so we did the natural thing and played drinking games, one of which was the standard truth or dare. when it came to my turn, i was asked to reveal my true feelings towar...

i watch almost all movies at least twice, unless they're absolutely useless, but ones i watch more than the rest are: lost in translation usual suspects pulp fiction raging bull fight club back to the future amelie matrix (1st one only) se7en blade runner leon mulholland dr goodfellas oldboy donnie ...

thanks for the comments, all duly noted. just yesterday, we had a very lengthy talk about having spent so much time with each other. i was worried that our time together would hinder her from meeting friends making her more dependent on me, and that i might be suffocating her with the attention. she...

lol she has a special smile reserved for ice cream i spose its more like hysterical laughter...the most i get is a lowly ...my dignity is shot. man down..

i've come back to uni from my weekend away, and things are better than ever. i spent the whole 3 days away thinking of 'charlotte' and now that i'm back it's as if i was never away. however, certain things had to happen for it to be this way now. firstly, a minor note, the other night, she said to m...