Having an LIT moment
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- silvermoon
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i've been waiting all yr for this day. i got my exam results today, and i got what i wanted. so i'm off to university to start a new life. how ironic that of all days in the yr my 'charlotte' chooses today to decide our friendship is no longer important. furthermore, i cant pinpoint the reason why its falling apart. the part of the film that i related to most was being confused and alone, before finding a person you connect with. i never thought i might only like her so much due to my own loneliness at the time, but i'm waking up to the possibility. i still adore her, and i'm (just about) coping with only being friends with her, but apparently even that might not be possible. i never contemplated being without her, at least as a friend, she means so much to me. i've all but forgotten about my good fortune today. the fact she is currently online and is not talking to me is devastating.
- silvermoon
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- silvermoon
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thanks for asking, i'm doing fine atm. hope you are too, it appears resting up after a hard day's work is called for (if it's possible!)
my 'charlotte' and i spoke briefly today, but it was a very tense conversation. she is no longer acknowledging me as a close friend, but as was implied, 'just a friend'. a different tune to a week ago, when we were seeing each other every few days and could share anything with each other. well, better talking a little than not at all. i think if i handle the situation VERY delicately i might be able to salvage something. but having spoken to people regarding university, i am resigned to the fact our friendship will probably deteriorate whatever happens once i leave. but i'm going to work hard to make sure i dont let her slip away.
i have also realised that my describing every little twist and turn is annoying as well, so a reduction is required. sometimes i cant help myself , but i'll be exercising more self control from now on
my 'charlotte' and i spoke briefly today, but it was a very tense conversation. she is no longer acknowledging me as a close friend, but as was implied, 'just a friend'. a different tune to a week ago, when we were seeing each other every few days and could share anything with each other. well, better talking a little than not at all. i think if i handle the situation VERY delicately i might be able to salvage something. but having spoken to people regarding university, i am resigned to the fact our friendship will probably deteriorate whatever happens once i leave. but i'm going to work hard to make sure i dont let her slip away.
i have also realised that my describing every little twist and turn is annoying as well, so a reduction is required. sometimes i cant help myself , but i'll be exercising more self control from now on
I'm glad your feeling ok with all of this. I don't find your posts in anyway annoying, and my feeling is that anyone that doesn't care to hear, doesn't need to read them. An anonymous message board is a great place to get your thoughts out. You never know when someone may be having the same feelings that you are, or have been in your situation before. You shouldn't feel that you ever have to post less (or more) than you want to share.
- silvermoon
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- silvermoon
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